{"id":372,"date":"2023-03-14T07:59:06","date_gmt":"2023-03-14T07:59:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/?p=372"},"modified":"2023-03-14T07:59:06","modified_gmt":"2023-03-14T07:59:06","slug":"jurnal-prima-tura-la-munte","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/?p=372","title":{"rendered":"jurnal prima tur\u0103* la munte …"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

De\u0219i majoritatea oamenilor m\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103-s toat\u0103 ziua pe munte sau c\u0103 mut mun\u021bii din loc, sunt \u0219i eu un om vulnerabil, la fel ca to\u021bii ceilal\u021bi, care recunosc ori ba.
A\u0219a c\u0103 azi am fost prima dat\u0103 la munte \u2026 singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


S\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 mi-a trecut prin suflet c\u0103 mi-ar prinde bine o tur\u0103, dar am zis c\u0103 \u0219i ni\u0219te odihn\u0103 ar fi bun\u0103. A\u0219\u0103 c\u0103 m-am culcat cu alarma la 7, \u0219i am zis c\u0103 dac\u0103 o am\u00e2n \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 odihn\u0103 c\u00e2\u0219tig\u0103 tura asta.
Sun\u0103 alarma, o \u00eenchid de tot.
M\u0103 trezesc o or\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eemi fac cafea, o \u0219i beau chiar \u00een tihn\u0103 citind motiva\u021bionale de duminic\u0103 \u0219i decid deodat\u0103, foarte pe repede-nainte c\u0103 vreau totu\u0219i s\u0103 merg. \u0218i \u00een 20 min am ie\u0219it din cas\u0103 cu du\u0219 f\u0103cut, cu frontal\u0103, cu sandvi\u0219 \u0219i ciocolat\u0103, nu oricum.
\u00cemi iau din gar\u0103 un mucenic (vorba vine, o chestie colorit\u0103 cu gust amestecat de polonez \u0219i ceva ap\u0103 cu zah\u0103r), ajung mult mai la timp dec\u00e2t ultimele trenuri prinse la minut \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103 c\u0103 e soare \u0219i frumos afar\u0103.
Drumul trece repede, c\u00e2teva emailuri \u0219i s-a dus. Hop\u2026 Sinaia
M\u0103 uit \u00een diagonal\u0103 pe hart\u0103 \u00een tren, \u00eemi zic c\u0103 poate urc p\u00e2n\u0103 la cota la o cafea sau poate la st\u00e2nci, sau stau la o cafea dac\u0103 nu o fi soare prin ora\u0219. Nimic concret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ajung, urc sc\u0103rile repejor de la gar\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 dou\u0103 str\u0103du\u021be st\u00e2nga – dreapta pe unde mai fusesem, g\u00e2f\u00e2i de 10 ori la deal c\u0103 am cam ratat iarna asta, \u0219i hop primesc alerta-sms : urs pe strada Furnica. M\u0103 uit pe hart\u0103, eram la 50 de m de strad\u0103, dar \u00een mijlocul ora\u0219ului \u00eenc\u0103. O doamn\u0103 de la o pensiune \u00eemi zice – ave\u021bi grij\u0103 cum cobor\u00e2\u021bi, c\u0103 e urs mai jos; eu urcam. \u0218i de aici \u00eencepe agita\u021bia sau f\u00e2sticeala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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momentul de stat cu ochii \u00een albastru \u0219i \u00eentrebat dar de ce?<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

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\u00cenaintez a\u0219a tiptil, m\u0103 tot uitam st\u00e2nga – dreapta, mergeam pe band\u0103 ro\u0219ie, dar f\u0103r\u0103 niciun elan, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam tot la urs, ajung \u00eentr-un final la lizier\u0103. Erau 2h de urcat p\u00e2n\u0103 la cafeaua de la cot\u0103, eu eram tare neclar\u0103, m\u0103 uit pe hart\u0103, v\u0103d c\u0103 la st\u00e2nga e gondola, \u00eemi zic hai c\u0103 merg p\u00e2n\u0103 acolo \u00een plimbare, la urma urmei nu am venit s\u0103 cuceresc ceva, ci mai mult s\u0103 testez ni\u0219te bocanci \u0219i s\u0103 iau un pic de aer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Ajung – g\u0103l\u0103gie, muzic\u0103 peste muzic\u0103, ma\u0219ini, m\u0103 noroiesc pe acolo degeaba pe o potec\u0103 \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 scap de haos, m\u0103 sup\u0103r \u0219i fac cale \u00eentoars\u0103. M\u0103 tot g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 nu e ok, c\u0103 ur\u0219i, c\u0103 oameni, c\u0103 grup, c\u0103 degeaba etc.
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\u0218i merg\u00e2nd bosumflat\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreb da de ce am plecat de acas\u0103, care a fost inten\u021bia \u0219i unde mi-o plecat mintea hai-hui de la ea?
\u0218i inten\u021bia a fost s\u0103 merg s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de soare la aer curat ca s\u0103-mi mai \u00eencarc sufletul.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u0218i o dat\u0103 ce mi-am amintit, de\u0219i era deja ora 14, m\u0103 uit pe hart\u0103, \u0219i-mi zic ca am timp s\u0103 merg p\u00e2n\u0103 la st\u00e2ncile Franz Josef. Zis \u0219i f\u0103cut. Desigur c\u0103 nu era nimeni pe traseu la urcat \u0219i a durat un pic s\u0103 m\u0103 acomodez \u0219i am urcat cam val-v\u00e2rtej. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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am respirat de o poz\u0103 \u00een val-v\u00e2rtej<\/figcaption><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Dar m-am contopit la un moment dat cu sunetele naturii, cu mirosul de brad, cu pa\u0219ii fermi, cu albastrul de deasupra, cu soarele ce m\u0103 tot ghida. Am ajuns sus \u0219i a p\u0103rut cea mai meritat\u0103 gur\u0103 de ap\u0103 \u0219i soarele m-a r\u0103spl\u0103tit \u00een toat\u0103 splendoarea lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce g\u00e2ndurile neavenite s-au c\u0103rat, totul a fost diferit \u0219i eu eram acolo prezent\u0103 \u00een prezent cu bucurie.
Pe drum spre cobor\u00e2re, am zis c\u0103 merg s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc o pr\u0103jitur\u0103 la Peli\u0219or s\u0103 celebrez, dac\u0103 nimeresc drumul. Mereu c\u00e2nd coboram de la st\u00e2nci f\u0103ceam diversiuni. M-am ajutat un pic de hart\u0103, c\u0103 mi-am amintit c\u0103 e \u0219i ziua lui Jo \u0219i parc\u0103 n-a\u0219 rata pr\u0103jitura s\u0103 o s\u0103rb\u0103toresc \u0219i pe ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Cam asta e povestea, dar regula zice s\u0103 vedem lec\u021bia \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat\u0103: s\u0103-mi fac un plan mai clar sau s\u0103 exprim inten\u021bia mai ferm despre ce vreau s\u0103 fac ca s\u0103 am la ce s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc c\u00e2nd apar fricile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Dac\u0103 mai merg singur\u0103, da, mai merg, e doar un exerci\u021biu \u0219i ni\u0219te mu\u0219chi de antrenat. \u0218i s\u0103 fim totu\u0219i serio\u0219i, asta nu a fost o *tur\u0103 la munte. Sigur, prefer compania, aia face sensul c\u0103l\u0103toriilor de multe ori. A\u0219adar, dac\u0103 ai chef de o tur\u0103 la munte, d\u0103-mi un semn. Am \u0219i fluier \u0219i clopo\u021bel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


E posibil ca ziua mea de azi s\u0103 fie influen\u021bat\u0103 de podcastul Simplu \u0219i fain cu psihologul Niculina Gheorghi\u021b\u0103<\/a> \u0219i de filmul Spiritele din Inisherin, care mi-au \u00eenc\u00e2ntat ziua de s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 \u0219i pe care le recomand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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De\u0219i majoritatea oamenilor m\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103-s toat\u0103 ziua pe munte sau c\u0103 mut mun\u021bii din loc, sunt \u0219i eu un om vulnerabil, la fel ca to\u021bii ceilal\u021bi, care recunosc ori ba.A\u0219a c\u0103 azi am fost prima dat\u0103 la munte \u2026 singur\u0103. S\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 mi-a trecut prin suflet c\u0103 mi-ar prinde bine o tur\u0103, dar am zis … Continue reading “jurnal prima tur\u0103* la munte …”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5,6,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/372"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=372"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/372\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":378,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/372\/revisions\/378"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/desteapta.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}